lost then found

It has been an entire year since my last post. I still can't think of the words to write. My life is at a stand still. No excitement. Nothing. Though, I'll find something...... X

collapse FEELINGs

No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day..

bLINDness ; METRIC

Send us a blindfold, send us a blade
Tell the survivors help is on the way
I was a blindfold, never complained
All the survivors singing in the rain
I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me

Find us a trap door, find us a plane
Tell the survivors help is on the way
I was a blindfold, never complained
All the survivors singing in the rain
I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me

What it is and where it stops nobody knows
You gave me a life I never chose
I wanna leave but the world won't let me go
Wanna leave but the world won't let me go

I was the one with the world at my feet
Got us a battle, leave it up to me
Leave it up to me

TIME flies; lykke li

I sit tight, don't want to miss the show
I hang on, don't want to miss my prime
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back

Stay a while, my baby wants me too
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
But tide will dry, upon my baby's back
Tide will dry, upon my baby's back

And I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on

So fingers crossed, my time is coming now
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back

I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on

Doutzen Kroes; BeST of the BEST

Doutzen Kroes is one of the fastest rising supermodels in the world. She has been featured in campaigns for Victoria's Secret, Calvin Klein, Tommy Hilfiger, Gucci, Dolce & Gabbana and Valentino. In my opinion I believe it is high time the Netherlands receive their due. In the past there were many Brazilian, Belgian and Russian models dominating in the modeling world. Her face has graced covers of Harper's Bazaar, Numero and Vogue, and in 2005 Vogue.com readers gave Doutzen the honor of being 'Model of the Year.'

She explains in her interviews the beauty of her career. Just by listening to her you can extract that she is an young, intelligent woman and has more than just a hobbie in her hands, but rather a full time job. The Dutch beauty explains she loves the opportunity to travel the world and meet new and exciting people. Although she admits there is a down side to being among the world's most in-demand models; She misses her family and friends very much.

I really do adore you Doutzen.

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Attitude - [Ah-tit-ah-too-duh]

' The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.....'